「 invaded it on 4:31 AM 」

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Guys, look at the time.

I am just back from my first day of work.

A waiter at Grand Hyatt.

Now I am too tired to blog. Tomorrow's post shall be more detailed.

See ya!

「 invaded it on 12:10 AM 」

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Haven't really blogged for a long time.

So many stuff happened. Chalet alone took up 5 days.

4GRACE's 17, 18, 19.
Zhenshan's 19, 20, 21.

Both were at Costa Sands.

First day we arrived at night, because TBT went to Geylang.

To do some stuff which I wouldn't say.

Come on, think of a young man and Geylang. What will you get?

Of course it's eating frog porridge and beef kway tiao.

Anyway when we reached it was already 12am. So we played murderer the whole night, and went to Macs for breakfast.

Then we went bowling. I think. Can't really remember.

Then it was movie. Madagascar 2.

Then BBQ.

Zhi Kai, TBT, Elias and me rented bikes, and set off at 9pm, went to fetch Shi Min, and eventually cycled to CHANGI VILLAGE.

10km ride. 20km to and fro.

Cycled there, took around an hour, ate, then went back. Return journey was only about 30 minutes surprisingly.

Because the return journey was down slope all the way. We just had to put our bike on 'auto pilot' and slack all the way.

And we went back and bathed, then slept from 12am till 10am. Everyone except Xuan Liang's clique were gone o.O

By now you should be wondering if we were pigs, after BBQ still went supper, and slept for 10 hours.

But we had ZS chalet, so in order not to burn out we had to sleep whenever we can.

Then we woke up, ate subway with the rest, and when Xuan Liang's clique left, we went to play billard.

Elias left too, for VJC stuff.

So we played till 2pm plus, and waited for ZS and the rest to come.

Then they rented the mahjong table, and I finally figured out how to play.

Actually they taught me early in the year, but I forgot.

So at night was pizza and chicken wings.

I think we played murderer too. Till late at night. I played with Liu Ran's PSP.

Seriously GTA is damn fun when you have unlimited ammo and you spam it on passersby.

Then you wait for the police car to come and then maybe you can explode it with a Bazooka.

Anyway I played till 4 plus, and slept till 7am.

Then contacted Derek, Don, Zong Qin and the rest, and they were out at the beach or something.

So Elias, Hongkiat, Zhi Kai and me went to find them, bringing along basketball, soccer ball, and clothes to change.

Then we played basketball. The rim is short, touching it is not a problem, but dunking is -.-

I can barely put my whole hand over the rim, so I can't really dunk the ball :(

But it's okay, I am going to the gym and train some leg muscles ;)

Up till after O levels till now I have only been to the gym once :( Got to make it regular.

Anyway after that I didn't eat, then Zhi Kai, Elias and me went skinny dipping.

I mean swimming, then Don and TBT joined us shortly.

After bathing, which is at 3pm plus, I really can't take it, and Don accompanied me to the foodcourt to eat some stuff.

Seriously I was too hungry, I ended up eating one plate of duck rice, one bowl of fishball noodles, and 2 packets of milk.

Then we went back and I slept.

Till 5pm plus, and I woke up in time for BBQ.

Had a chat with Derek, and went to help with the BBQ.

Didn't had much during the BBQ, but who cares anyway :D

I don't eat much at BBQs, because you have to cook yourself. I rather be the food finisher, but I think if I keep on doing that I will get whacked somehow.

So I went to help with the chicken wings.

First time I actually cooked in a BBQ.

Anyway that night we slept at 1pm, before that I was busy GTA-ing. Liu Ran and me were laughing like crazy until they threaten to chase us out.

We slept till 9am plus, and went back. Travelled to Yishun and ate at ISHI MURA.

After eating the Beef Patty Omelette rice, Zhi Kai, Don and me shared 3 packets of makis, each containing 12.

Quite filling.

And then we went back home.

First thing I did, was to unpack, and play NBA live.

Anyway speaking of basketball, I think this guy looks like Jesus.









Introducing Pau Gasol, my favourite player :D

Seriously to me his face have that kind of godly aura. Seems like he descended from Heaven to save the LA Lakers. With his bushy hair he looks like a ancient holy man.

Now with him, Bynum, Bryant, they have only lost a game since the season started.

Suddenly I am so into basketball, the time that is not spent on eating, shitting, sleeping, is spent on basketball.

I am neglecting football. Now I rather check LA's matches than Manchester United's.

Weird.

「 invaded it on 9:13 PM 」

I am not going to care so much now.

I don't care if you will ever find anyone. I am not giving up because I simply can't put you down.

I will wait for you to be ready.

Till then.

My blog song is a nice song.

「 invaded it on 7:30 PM 」

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It's a long time since I last blogged.

Today marks the end of O levels.

I have a lot of spare time now. Too much time in fact.

But I don't have a lot of stuff to do.

Firstly I don't think I will be able to do the stuff that I want.

I cleared everything today. Well, most of it.

After that incident, everyday before I sleep I will pray to God, to grant me 4 wishes.

1 for my studies, the rest for love.

Today, only 1 of the thing that I wished for is granted.

But the other 2 is not granted.

You said you think you don't like him, then you say you think you like him.

Then I asked about me, and you said don't know, then you said you think you don't like me.

Feels something like Clickfive's Jenny lyrics.

You said you don't think I should like you anymore, and fall for another better girl instead. You say that I am a good guy, but I shouldn't like you anymore, because you don't want to go into a relationship, because its very troublesome, having to think for other half everything you do.

And you don't want me to waste my time waiting, if in the end you found someone you like, I will be devastated.

The problem is, if it's so easy I would have done that long ago.

Why the heck should I, wait for 8 months plus, just to know the answer, 'Yes' or 'No'.

I feel that you are the best for me. My feelings for you hasn't changed since Day 1.

It's still going strong as ever.

And if we do things like couples do, you said it will give me false hope.

So you prefer we stay as normal friends.

And all the things I thought, seems to be just part of my amazing imagination. All along I thought you had feelings, but maybe I am too assuming and confident of myself. Thought too much maybe.

Then you said if you are finally ready for a relationship, you will call me and see if I still like you. If yes, good, if no then too bad.

Seriously I think that's going to take very long. 5 years? A decade maybe.

By then I think I would have died.

I haven't really cried for anyone that much. Except during kindergarten when my teacher refused to give me an A.

There are 3 groups of people who I will cry for. My parents, grandparents. The third one is you.

I seriously don't know what to do. I want to live in denial.

I really hope that you will come to me and say you were testing me all along. Maybe I will be angry at first, then after that is 甜蜜蜜

Now it fucking sucks. After we broke, the day after, I didn't have any motivation anymore. I don't want to go to school, I don't feel like studying.

Then I decided to wait. And that gives me the energy to go through each day.

Because I really believe that in the end we will end up back together.

I feel like a lifeless shell. My soul has been sucked out of me.

I seriously don't know what to do. Now with only academic results to worry for, all I think about is you.

I don't know to give up, or wait and hopefully one day you will call me.

Because I cannot possibly give up, since that place in my heart has been taken by you, and I live to close to you, it's impossible not to meet each other.

Like for example, these few days you took the same train as me. Even my mum recognised you, and showed me by pointing towards you.

If I give up, which I don't want, it will be damn sad. Part of me is gone. I fallen too deep and I can't give up.

Now, I am taking things step by step. I still hope everything will be positive in the end.

Now I am waiting for revival. Till then.